Gotta Get It Off My Chest..

Well it has been a while since I last posted.. School is wearing me out, friends are turning their backs on me then coming right back, and I have been a little discouraged lately..

I just feel like I need to make a change. I don't want to be this person I am.

I know you think, "oh this is just a teenage girl who want attention", no that isn't it at all..

I believe I think above a teenage girl level.

I want to enjoy life to the fullest with out being worried about boys, drama, and everything that stands in my way of being happy.

So starting today, I'm just going to be me, and only me.

xoxo,

A

just saying...

stereo types irk me!

Why does everyone think that just because I'm a cheerleading I'm a b*^$%?! Seriously, one reason I became a cheerleader was to change the way everyone looked at us. Not all of us are snotty sluts! Some of us have come into the light.. Geez people!

xoxo,

A

Is anyone out there?

This is gonna be short, very short.

Sorry I haven't posted in awhile. I went on vacation, and had practice right when I got back.

I'm not sure if anyone is even reading my blogs though. So, if you do will you please leave a comment?

xoxo,

A

Daddy's girl.

She has always has been a daddy's girl.

She can remember falling asleep on his chest.
They would ride around in his big truck and sing Eminem and Kid Rock songs.
They picked out her first dog together.
He took her to dance, and waved until she was in the door.
He loved her mommy more than anything.

Then everything changed.

She was still a daddy's girl.
But he wasn't there when she fell asleep.
He started living life like an Eminem song.
He would leave for weeks, and she was left clinging to her first dog crying.
When he would leave in rage, she waved at the door, and held onto her sobbing mommy.
It was hard to tell if her daddy still loved her mommy.

The little girl had been through a lot,
but she grew into a strong young lady.
Her daddy has changed, he is on the right path now.
She loves her mom to death, but she will always be...
daddy's girl.

-Angel Rileigh
(prp jr.)

Yes.

Why can't I just trust him?
Have I been hurt so much I think they are all the same?
I want to jump into this relationship with no worries.
Should I just forget what people aer gonna say about this?
Because he does make me happy.
This could be what I need to find myself.
Will he play me? Like the others have.
Should I forget what has happened in the past and start new?
He could be the medicine that heals my heart.
Can I handle a relationship right now?
It has been so long since I have given my whole heart to someone.
Can I be fearless?
I think he will catch me if I fall.
He says has been so lucky to have met me.
I'm a sucker for sweet talkers.
He is the guy of my dreams.
It feels like my head is in the clouds when I talk to him.
I can't imagine him hurting me.
How could I say no to this perfect guy?
That's it, I'm done with the past.
I'm going to say yes.

-Angel Rileigh
(wni)

On a Different Level.

This is gonna be a short blog to day because I want to make it very simple. I am going to ask you to do something. Okay, well let's get started.

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This past week I have been going to bible school. It has had a big impact on me. I feel like I am closer to God than ever. I had to do one simple thing to strengthen my relation ship with God. Just one simple thing, and now I feel like I can conquer the world with God by my side. I'm only going to ask one thing of you tonight, if you do this and it helps you, or makes you feel better please comment this. Okay, well here's what you need to do...

Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray. Pray.

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That is really all you have to do. I hope I have touched you in some way. If you need me to pray for you just tell me. God bless, and please...

PRAY.

xoxo,

A

Girls these days..

Isn't it funny how some you thought you were close to can turn their back on you at the drop of a dime? It is crazy how girls act these days! Trying to get with all these different guys (even the ones you like), and leaving their true friends behind just to look cool. It sickens me how ugly some girls attitude are these days. Even when you think you really know someone, they turn out to be totally different. Some of these girls change their friends like they change their underwear! who do they think they are fooling with these fake actions? You just have to watch out for the trifling ones, and pick out the good one and keep them close. I'm starting to see which ones are real, fake, and ones I have to watch.

If you are looking for a real friend I am always here for you! :)

xoxo,

A

Fat bottom girls make the rockin' world go round.

I don't fit in any of my jeans anymore. It is days like this when I wish I was skinny. Then I realize, I have a beautiful body. I should embrace my shape, not try to hide it with baggy clothes. Have you ever felt like your body wasn't "pretty"? Well guess what?! It is! Don't hate your body, love yourself! I love my, 5'2, 165 lbs., big hips, belly, huge boobs, bubble butt body! I think of it as more to love.

So, I guess the moral of my blog today is: Love every part of yourself, even the jiggly ones. :)

xoxo,

A

New Beginnings.

So, I started this blog in January, never really stuck to it... That is going to change starting today. I'm going to post a blog everyday. Or, at least try. Summer is over, school is starting soon, and I have changed. I hope it is for the best. It will be interesting to see how people will take the new me. Honestly, I don't really care what they think about me. Stay tuned for the story of my life.

xoxo,

A

Intro.

My name is A, nice to meet you.

I'm just a girl telling my story.

I hope you enjoy it.

xoxo,

A